Showing posts from April, 2012

can't see through these cloudy days

it's been a month
and i'm back at one
how'd that happen
when nothing's suppose to bend
everything still feels new
but everyday's a Monday blue
the question and the doubt
always present and loud
i'm wishing on a falling star
and then i can laugh and forget everything and everyone around
i'll probably go out on a limb and fall down
...back to the mess
of everything and nothing and then the stress..
begins a cycle..

`barely able to breathe and cope through all the expectations and anticipation...`
taking up counselling might not be a bad idea after all..that means, i'll do the counselling and not the other way round..
the often asked question... i make 'em as often as i lose 'em, why? : it's because u're still in that circle that never goes out of place..and u're content to live in it..i can't help u when i'm always the scapegoat for u and giving u meaningful and useful advices which u toss 'em off immediately as u asked for th…

one sweet day~

missed calls in the a.m. turned to a hoppin' Saturday for mellow Saturdays~
spending hours in One U browsing, strolling, dawdling, eating, catching up and revising is quite relaxing.. :) there are worries but today, they're at bay... ^^
## Rihanna's Cheers (Drink To That)
Cheers to the freaking weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don’t let the bastards get you down
Turn it around with another round
There’s a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and
I drink to that, I drink to that

another start~

JC~~ Fad~

strolling and dashing pass time here in this foreign lil' cosy townfrom hectic to lagging taking deep gulps of breath every day hoping for a better way to reach out to take in to see things in a new light to accept the way things are in this flight so far so good :)
~one of the best delights in this town~ fooooooooooooooooooood <3
------- ok, back to norm? hahahahaa.. it's like this.. apart from the excitement on the first week, there was no jitters or anything.. the need to know what to do is a constant worry.. not get lost, not doing anything odd that'll get others to give you the look etc. etc. and getting hit on the 2nd day of orientation by a hawwt dude, it was all very fine X))
the first week of lecture? ...kill me now, the amount of work and pressure unloaded just like that.. assignments were mentioned, 2nd week was the time to form groups.. blend in, blend in... funnily enough.. i was never worried about whether i'd be able to form one myself …