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a load off me head.

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dedication to those whom i call friends:
if it's a lie..i'd take it just like any other ones if it's a joke..i'd laugh it as it is if it's the truth..i'd accept it like always if it's about me..then tell me and not shun me.. i wonder..as always...i think too much of others welfare at times and neglect some of me own.... distances are meant to be i s'pose..it's all another chapter.. but i hope..one day...i'd get back what i've given. for now..it seems unlikely....for later?..who knows.. it's not about the money. it's not about the things you say. it's not about the things you do. it's about telling straight from your heart. even if it rains. i'm there. even if it shines. i'm always around. even when it's impossible. i'll make it. somehow...i don't know how to treat ya'll anymore. i've always said friends are eternity. but i don't really think others think of it this way. well..in time to come. i'm unto one. m…

frenzy thursday..

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photos of e-box on tue night...Mabe, Chris, Li, Lu and Chay....=)

t'was a nice and sore screaming and yelling in da room..made by me mostly..T_T.. but the last round (for me) was everyone on top of their lungs...XD.. chinese and english shouting..yelling..at the same time..~_~.. fun..but well...lots more to do after that... cuz wedy was a looooooooonnnnnng day...it was fine in da morn..but got worse in da noon...everyone's getting results of the past 2 sems... Seev's like..Lu..whuz urs, whuz urs..and keep me posted..=.=.... and Jason and Seev started predicting that when i reach home..it's all C- C- C+ C+...=_=...

yea well...went to work after that..from 11am..to 7.30pm...been keeping me brain on...i thought i'd get to ZZzz when i got home nearly 8....Mei Yee called at 8 and asked me to get back to practice with her student at 8.30 after me dinner... and i went back..'til..'bout 10.30pm...friggin' tired...and there's a summary to be handed in on the next day…

jumpy monday

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talk about a start of a good week..
and i end up ruining it meself..
if and if and if..
yeayea..
why didn't i heed me mam's words eh?..
and the next thing u know..
impatience overrode all rational decisions..
and ends up making things worse....
even though it's money..but..it's hard earn money..
'tis me fault..
'course..driving all the way to li's place..
and her driving to coll..no time diff...what the heck am i thinking?..
fast fast fast..
hell..it's jx the same..
and eating at kopitiam was a bad idea in the first place..yeah...wert?...time.
but..we got back in recorded time..
much to my relief..i was more like shaking mad inside..guilty. i've been feeling this way the moment i got in the car..
it's a loooooooooooonnnngg way to perfection.
in what?..driving..human instincts..?...judgement.
well..kinda hope li's turning up tmr..=.=...even tho i seriously get irritated when she starts teasing 'bout me and V boy..when all this time i've shut up 'bou…

Crazier..(@).(@)

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I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

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You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
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I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

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You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh
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Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'…

What Did I Do To Your Heart...?..

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Baby girl I'm just a bit confused
You've been acting like you've been abused
By me lately, what's going on
All I do is treat you with respect
All the best and never nothing less
You continue to cry
And I just don't know why
What did I do to your heart
What did I do to your heart
Did I break it, apart
Did I break it, your heart
What did I do to your heart
What did I do to your heart
Did I break it, apart
Did I break it, your heart
All I ever get is attitude
Constant never-ending bad mood
From you baby, what's going on
All I need is just an answer please
So I can show you what you mean to me
But you continue to cry
And I just don't know why
What did I do to your heart
What did I do to your heart
Did I break it, apart
Did I break it, your heart
What did I do to your heart
What did I do to your heart
Did I break it, apart
Did I break it, your heart (woo)
(What did I do to your What did I do to your, yeah)
What did I do to your heart
What did I do to your heart
Did I break it, ap…

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is there anyway to express this..missing someone?..
it's really odd that i'm not as turned on and yearned for those who are exceptionally good-looking..

i'm still waiting..funny...i'm used to getting forgotten easily..

i've been trying to change my old ways..

of course..not the wild..untamed and friggin' direct..

but the ways of treating others harshfully..

i don't even know myself at times..

somehow..it's always back to the same old spot..

where everything is left hanging..

if i said i'd wait...i think i really would..until it's been said and done..

i wonder if it'll turn out to be more than i hope for or not..

but..with you..i'll never know..more or less..i think i'd know..

i'm no oracle...but if wishes were horses..yeayea....... and vince..i'm not emo-ing here..so DON't say i AM..

In Beijing...Day 2

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Qian Men street..


unfinised renovation..

a drinks stall in the middle of this street


entrance to another "market"..



loved the soy bean..soooooooo much..<3




touring the west gate...












lil' boy taking a pic in the last emp's attire

bee-yoo-ti-fulll flowers..



one of the gates...

peaceful park..just outside the gate..

the other side fo the gate..




tube station machine..
the railway museum just across the memorial building of mao tze tung..

at a distance of the memorial buildin of mao tze tung..


the visiting hours for mao tze tung memorial hall.. officers marching outside the memorial hall..

Journey to TianJin and Beijing..Day 1

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waiting..waiting...it's 7.30am..



wait's all over..8.30am..




walking to the plane...






listening to music..can't use the lappie..brought the wrong electric cord..>.<:: this is what happens with 6hrs ahead of you and you have ntg to do..Zzzz
sis and popkins..






the USB power cord...T_T..





mm..typing msgs,eh?. yeah transmitting them frm aisle to aisle..




to entertain us..for the next 6 hrs..yeah right..ya gotta pay,hou mou?.. rm30 per movie..game..music..

first lunch in TianJin..KFC..>.<:::...grrr..i dun likey...
outside the TianJin airport..
in the bus..on the way to the TianJin Railway Station..


buildings..cute angle..XD



on lone cyclist on the road...highway..XD
not in city yet..





ticket to Beijing..



the speed to Beijing..fastest was 339km/h..



seats in this bullet train is much more comfy than the ones in the plane.. ouch..i'm so stiff and sore..=.=



ahhahahahaa..lil' bro got paired up with this cute gal.. *annoyed* at me taking this..





door..of me hotel room..5th floor..top f…